I don't understand and I don't know everything.
I cannot comprehend all.
There are things beyond me, beyond my grasp.
There are things beyond my control.
I don't know why it's hard for me.
Why can't I just let go, move on.
Why I find it hard to accept certain things.
I struggle and struggle still.
But that doesn't mean I give up.
It doesn't mean it's okay to stop trying.
Abandon, surrender.
But it matters to who or what.
It is wrong if I abandon and surrender in disappointment.
But it is right to abandon and surrender to God.
It always hopes.
In Him, there is always hope.
